ikke goes blogging

2011-11-18T23:16:00.000+01:00

And a year passed by

2011-10-27T18:58:00.002+02:00

Today i lighted a candy for my grandfather that passed away a year ago today.

A Picture

2011-06-09T00:47:00.001+02:00

Just testing out a thing..

Soundtrack of my life

2011-04-11T19:20:00.005+02:00

I guess my attechment to music really started at a young age. I would say some of it comes from my parents. When i was really young my mother used to dance with me in her arms, often to Eros Ramazzotti. So when i hear a song played by him it takes me back to my childhood. My father on the other hand plays guitar. It is one of my favourite things when he brings out his guitar on late summer nights and people gather around and sings songs. These sort of things has been going on since i was a little kid, and i think i will never get tired of it.
My mom and dad bought alot of LP records togheter when they were a couple, and when they seperated when i was around 5 years old, and my mom has said that the records was one of the hardest thing to splitt between them. I have been told they layed out all the records on the floor and they took turns picking one at a time. (Note to self: never buy records with anyone).

A song can tell a moving story by itself, but for me the song gets even more moving if it's connected with another story as well. That is a big reason why i can like soundtrack so much sometimes. Cause the movie or tv-show moved me in a way, and the soundtrack enhanced that feeling. And when i listens to those songs my mind takes me back to that story or the feeling i had watching it.

Sometimes funny things happens, when your mind makes a soundtrack by itself. This have happend to me a couple of times, and i'm speacially thinking about when a book gets a soundtrack, that sometimes doesn't fit at all. Like in the summer of 2001 when i was reading The Felllowship of The Ring while listening to Britney Spears (at that time) new album - Britney. Whenever i hear songs from that album i get vauge pictures of Frodo and Gandalf in my head, and sometimes just the feeling i had when i was reading that book.
Another example is when i read the Millenium Triology by Stieg Larsson. Almost during all the three books i was listening to A Kiss Could Be Deadly - A Kiss Could Be Deadly. So that album always make me think of Lisbeth Salander, cause she is the character you really care about and somehow gets under you skin from that book.

Songs can also remind of a certian event in your life or an era of your life. Seriously, i bet alot from my generation would be taken back in the time when we heard likes like Spice Girls, S Club 7 and other artist from the 90's. It's a funny thing how music can trigger ones memory, with both and sad emotions.

During a long time of my life i couldn't fall asleep unless i had music playing. I still need to listen to music everyday, it's just weird if i don't. I have always needed music while i'm working on something, like homework or maybe a blogpost. ;P
Some mornings i already have a song playing in my head, and i just NEED to play it. I have needs to play a certain song every now and then. And sometimes i just fall in love with a song a play it over and over again, sometimes during a couple of days in a row. Whenever i go back and listen to one of those songs it's like an old friend has showed up for a visit. You get happy and are reminded of things that made you love it so much, and maybe get back a feeling from that time in your life.

Hopefully i will fall in love over and over again with new music that i later can call great friends.

All Hallows Eve and Morfar

2010-11-11T15:03:00.016+01:00

This last weekend it was Alla helgons dag (All Hallows Eve) here in Sweden. Just like last year and many years before that i went to the graveyard here in town where my grandparents on my fathers sides lie. For the last maybe 5 years me and my best friend go there together, and it has becoma somewhat of a tradition to do this. Cause she also has grandparents that lie there. So to begin with i met up with her and her boyfriend and then a little while later my father, my stepmother and my little sister showed up as well.

Here we are lighting candles of my stepmothers grandparents grave

My grandparents grave on my fathers side

All Hallows Eve is the best time of the year to visit the graveyards here in Sweden i think. Many people go there to light candles on the graves of loved ones that has passed away, and even though i tried to catch it on camera, it is really hard to replay the magic feeling you get from experience it in real life. This typical sea of flickering candles will always have a special place in my heart.

This year i also payed a visit to the remembrance garden because my grandfather on my mothers side passed away in the end of october and he hasn't been burried yet. So i light a candle for him in the remembrance garden, and i will probably do that from now on, cause he is gonna be burried with my grandmother, and it takes 3 hours to drive there.

Pics from the rememberance garden

It is a bit weird to have lost my last grandparent, biological at least, still have some due to my stepmother and stepfather, but it just not the same. Morfar (mor=mother, far=father) has been the only close grandparent since both my grandmothers passed away when i was about six years old and my father lost his father when he was 12. So a generation is lost in a way.

His passing was both fast and slow in a way. He had suffered from demensia for over a year, so he has been slipping away from us bit by bit during this last year, so i was somewhat prepared for this day to come, even though for the most part he was doing okay health wise. Sure he was getting old and all that comes with that.

On the sunday i heard that he had gotten pneumonia and on tuesday i went there to visit him. His breathing was really forced and you could hear the fluid in his lungs. I held his hand alot of the time i was there and he told me i had cold hands. He did talk some more, but i couldn't make any sense of it all. I went back there on wednesday and his breathing was more normal but he wasn't awake at all. I was there for a while then i went home to get dinner and pic up some stuff for my mom that she needed, cause we were gonna be there all night so he wouldn't be alone.
However when i got back he had passed in like 2 mins before i got there. My mom and uncle was at his side and they hadn't even had the time yet to tell the staff what had happend.
So in a way i feel that i was there when it happend, and i must say that it feel good that i was there earlier that day and the day before, so i somewhat got so say goodbye to him.
I also agree with my mom that this was a better way for him to go. That i didn't have to be alone. Which had could been a reality last summer when i found him passed out in his appartment after a heartattck. In my opinion this was a better way for him to leave this earth.
I gonna miss him alot, and even though this last year of his life wasn't all that great, he lived a long and happy life for what i can tell. He would have turned 86 the 2 of novemeber.

On another note this graveyeard was used in the musicvideo me and one of my friend did 3 years ago. This song is also my go to song when i have lost someone, and at the moment i think it is fitting.

Soundtrack for today

2010-11-04T19:15:00.002+01:00

Killola - Cracks In The Armor

I just love this song and this awesome video.

Yay! The Snow has arrived!

2010-10-23T01:11:00.007+02:00

Finally. Third time is a charm for sure. We have had snow on 2 other days during the last two weeks, but this time it has comed alot and it seems likes it's gonna stay for a while.
So i had to get out in the snow a play a little bit and take some pictures.

gifs ftw

2010-09-17T12:57:00.001+02:00

oh.... hello.. did i fall alseep?

2010-03-16T22:02:00.002+01:00

now i'm back from non-blogging land. i think so at least.
so, since the last time i blogged i have moved, started a new job, been without internet for almost 2 months, among other things.
okay, now i totally forgot what i was gonna write.
while i think about that, let me introduce you to this amazing kid Will Phillips:

More Gay Movies & Entertainment News

ah nevermind, don't remember now. will be back another time

tjingeling

Squeeeeeee!

2009-12-18T02:13:00.001+01:00

The Snowman Edition

2009-11-28T03:09:00.003+01:00

Since the lack of snow is depressing at this moment. I thought i would put up some pics from when we actually had snow a couple of weeks ago. I didn't make a snowman myself, but my younger siblings made one and my neighbours did a bunch of them.

One Year Later

2009-11-04T22:49:00.010+01:00

Can you belivie that it was a year ago today that i started this blog?
Time does really fly by. As i expected i blogged alot in the beginning, and i have not blogged as often latetly. But every now and then i post something (mostly random) ;).
I started this when the Team Msn era was just beginning, and i must say i was pretty addicted to it back then. Cause i was unemployed at the time and didn't have that much else to do at the time.

soo.. my tv died on monday :( but i bought a knew one :P i'm kinda addicted to my tv.
but most of you already know that :D

This weekend i visited the graveyard, like i do every year at all hallow's eve, to light candles at my grandparents grave. It's always cosy to go there this weekend.
This is my tradition, like many others in sweden. I'm not that fond of the hyped american Halloween that some people are adapting overhere. Fine, it might be fun to dress up and have a party, but the trick or treat business just annoys me.
But people are free at doing what they want. I know that trick or treat is tradition in some countries, but i hasn't been here in sweden, i guess that's why it annoys me a bit :P

Anyway, i will share some photos and a vid from the weekend.

My sister and her cousin played with flashlights

Yay!

2009-10-02T23:29:00.001+02:00

My favourite in the Swedish Idol made it to the the final 11 top tonight. *happy dance*
I just love her vocie and attitude soo much.

Obsession of the day

2009-09-23T22:14:00.001+02:00

Now i'm walking around singing this song in my head wishing i could know all the moves and just dance along.

Maybe i will learn it eventually :P

Nostalgia

2009-07-27T00:33:00.006+02:00

I think the clips are gonna speak for themself.
But i had a little tripp down memorylane tonight.

This one is in english, since i like this version better

And last but not least, my all time favorite:

Here we go again

2009-07-12T00:57:00.004+02:00

yes i was bored again

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense.

NO CHEATING!

Will it be ok?
Faraway Cookie [Cat Davies]

How are you feeling today?
The Blank Static Screen [VersaEmerge]

How do your friends see you?
Milkshake [Goodnight Nurse]

Will you get married?
Sally's Pigeons [Cyndi Lauper]

What is your best friend’s theme song?
New York - Tokyo [Die Happy]

What is the story of your life?
Hysteria [Die Happy]

What was high school like?
The Hider [VersaEmerge]

How can you get ahead in life?
The End [Die Happy]

What is the best thing about your friends?
Admiral and Commander [Bear McCreary]

What is tonight going to be like?
It's My Own Cheating Heart That Makes Me Cry [Glasvegas]

What is in store for the remainder of this weekend?
Whisperer [VersaEmerge]

What song describes you?
All I Have [L.P.]

To describe your grandparents?
You'll Never Know [Die Happy]

How is your life going?
Don't You [Die Happy]

What song will they play at your funeral?
Gimme Sympathy [Metric]

How does the world see you?
Nowhere [L.P.]

Will you have a happy life?
Frozen Tears [Die Happy]

What do your friends really think of you?
Everything I'm Not [The Veronicas]

Do people secretly lust after you?
Moments Between Sleep [VersaEmerge]

How can I make myself happy?
Strange Love [Scarlet Sins]

What should you do with your life?
Sick Muse [Metric]

Will you ever have children?
Reborn [Scarlet Sins]

Midsommar

2009-06-25T20:41:00.009+02:00

Freja

Grandpa Uno

Mom and Freja

HAHA! OMFG! Gossip Gays!

2009-06-03T04:42:00.002+02:00

AWSOMENESS!
Made me laugh alot. Check out the other 3 parts as well, and also the second episode. sooo funny.

Yay!

2009-05-30T02:18:00.007+02:00

I have finnished my math course now, just gotta have a meeting with my teacher to get the grade. I was up at 9 am this morning, along with the rest of the 5 people that was sleeping here last night. There is alot of people in town for nordic rock that is this weekend. I was doing my math test from 11 am to 7 pm today, just took small breaks to eat. My brain and energy was kinda worn out after that. Now i just have to hope that it went well.

I love how it's kinda summertime now, and that it's light outside almost everytime.
I just went outside and took these pics:

It's 2 am and the sun is on it's way up.

And the birds have started to sing now. Maybe i should sleep in a while. But i'm nocturnal now, and have 3 weeks now that i'm free before i start to work. YAY!

One Month Later

2009-05-19T12:13:00.005+02:00

I realize that it's a while since i wrore a blogpost, so here i go.
First of all i am super tired, cause i had to get up early cause i didn't want to be asleep since a guy was supposed to come and fix some things in our house. Well around 11 am 3 guys showed up up and it was all done during less then an hour. But i was up at 8.30 am, cause that's when they started at my neighbourghs house, and i don't know how long it would take.
I am nocturnal again, and just because i knew i had to get up early today, of course i couldn't fall asleep until after 5 am last night (this morning?).
Meh, so zombiemode could be expected today.

At the moment i'm taking math level c to compliment my application to university, gonna do it during 5 weeks, so it's fulltime studies, i'm on week 4 at the moment, and so tired of at the moment. And in this chapter i'm at i need a calculator that does graphs, and my calculator doesn't have that at all. Think i need to find one that i can borrow, cause i don't wanna buy a new one since the one i have is already kinda advance (minus the graph thingy). So not motivated at working on my math at the moment. So i blong instead. XD

Oh, this weekend Alannah Myles comes to Umeå, and the show is free! So gonna go and se her, would be totally stupid to pass this opportunity, when she is here and it's for free.
This weekend my friend is moving in with us as well, she is gonna stay for about a month until she can move into her new appartment.

Was very excited for ESC this year, but as soon as the voting started it just stopped being fun, you could see pretty early on who was gonna win. Oh, well at least there was some songs that i liked this year.

Gonna end this blogpost with songs that i played alot last week.

Bored

2009-04-19T00:51:00.004+02:00

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense.

NO CHEATING!

Will it be ok?
The Beast [Ping Pong Bitches]

How are you feeling today?
Tick Tock [Nina Söderquist]

How do your friends see you?
Funeral For Yesterday [Kittie]

Will you get married?
Poisson IV [A Kiss Could be Deadly]

What is your best friend’s theme song?
Saved [Meghan Tonjes]

What is the story of your life?
Here We Go Again [Meghan Tonjes]

What was high school like?
Suspicious Minds [Amanda Jenssen]

How can you get ahead in life?
Mario Kart Love Song [Sam Hart]

What is the best thing about your friends?
The Book, Not The Feeling [A Kiss Could Be Deadly]

What is tonight going to be like?
Midnight Romance [A Kiss Could Be Deadly]

What is in store for the remainder of this weekend?
Anyone Else [Meghan Tonjes]

What song describes you?
A Winters Sky [The Pipettes]

To describe your grandparents?
I Wrote You A Love Song [A Kiss Could Be Deadly]

How is your life going?
Just Another Mystery [A Kiss Could Be Deadly]

What song will they play at your funeral?
The End [Meghan Tonjes]

How does the world see you?
Broken Wings [Flyleaf]

Will you have a happy life?
Be In Want [Meghan Tonjes]

What do your friends really think of you?
Believer [Susanna And The Magical Orchestra]

Do people secretly lust after you?
Holding Out For A Hero [Meghan Tonjes]

How can I make myself happy?
Cassie [Flyleaf]

What should you do with your life?
Pull Shapes [The Pipettes]

Will you ever have children?
Colors of the Wind [Meghan Tonjes]

oh well

2009-04-03T23:19:00.005+02:00

Not sure how to start this blogpost, just feel like i need to write something about how i'm feeling at the moment. I feel like my life is on pause at the moment. my motivation to do things are zero, except consuming loads of tv-shows and movies. they take me to another world for a while, and i think my sligt addiction to it has to do with that it was what i burried myself in when i feelt really bad a couple a years ago, so it is my confort zone.
i don't know if it's the pressure of figure out what to do for the rest of my life, like what do i wanna study or work with, and the economy/job situation these days are not the brightest. and that it has been some deaths on my stepmother side of the family haven't really helped either, i think that it could have trigger things that i kinda felt was on the way. i don't like to feel this way, but i'm not sure what to do about it at this moment, but i know that it's better to talk about it with people i care about rather then just keep it to myself, cause i have already done that one time in my life, and that was not a fun period of my life. ah well, think i'm gonna figure it all out evetually, but at the moment i'm just not feeling that well in general, but some days are better then others and talking to some people helps too get distracted for a while. and it's nice too have people that are there for you.

I laughed at a pineapple today. Not many people will get why i did that, but some of you might ;)

and on that random note i will end this blogpost

Ear Candy

2009-03-14T15:10:00.004+01:00

I have a new music crush. Meghan Tonjes. I found her on youtube yesterday and i just fell in love with her vocie. I have even bought her cd today.

Here is some samples of her songs:

Here We Go Again

Anyone Else

Her cover of "Skin"

And the cover of the "Mario Kart Love Song"

That's all for today.

Hello Photoshop!

2009-03-12T18:51:00.002+01:00

Today a friend needed some help involving photoshop, and then i got stuck there, hence the new banner :D
Haven't really written in a while now. Ah, well, not sure what to say now either really.

Still obsessed with Skins, it's sooo good.

What Muppet are you?

2009-02-21T00:47:00.002+01:00

You are Rizzo the Rat.
You have few friends, but are loyal to those you do have. Maybe if you didn't smell like sewage you would have more.
SPECIES:
Rodentia Digesta Lotta Grub
HOMETOWN:
Brooklyn, USA
FAVORITE MOVIE:
"Rat On A Hot Tin Roof"
FAVORITE SONG:
"The Pest Is Yet To Come"
FAVORITE FOOD:
You got it, I'll eat it.
HOBBIES:
See "Favorite Food".
QUOTE:
"When do we eat?"

Hahahahaha

New Blog!

2009-02-15T23:31:00.004+01:00

CLICK ME!

I'm drowning in snow!

2009-02-08T23:24:00.007+01:00

And it's still snowing. I hope i can get out of the door in the morning.

A Year Older

2009-02-05T23:05:00.005+01:00

Well, i don't feel any older yet, maybe it will kick in tomorrow.
Okay, weird thought i got at work today about things that get old.
Plastic gets yellow when it gets old.
Food gets green when it gets old.
Hair gets grey and then white when it gets old.

Okay, first i was just wondering why plastic gets yellow when it gets old, i have no idea why really.

Hmm, don't know if i got that much more to say. Yeah it's my birthday if i didn't make that clear :P

Oh, and here is a song i have been listening on repeat for a couple of days now.

Kittie - Funeral For Yesterday

Magic Words

2009-01-27T21:57:00.004+01:00

The power of words are endless in my opinion. Whether it's spoken, written or singed. Words can make you happy, sad, excited, bored, angry, mushy, crazy, nostalgic. But the same word can have different affect on you depending on which person that says the words to you, and what realtion you have to that person. I think it's a bit sad thought that you can't understand all words in the world and people cannot always communicate with each other because they speak different languages. Well sometimes people speak the same languages an still cannot communicate with each other, but i think that speaking the same languages makes it a bit easier at least. I'm feel very lucky to be fluent in at least two languages these days. I'm grateful that we have had english in school, cause otherwise i would have missed out to getting to know allot of really cool, nice and interesting people. It also makes it possible for me to express my self to a whole world that understands english, which i think is allot these days. With my swedish i wouldn't get that far internationally speaking. But language is a thing that you kinda forget when you don't use it. Like my french, the most of it is gone by now. Last time i had it in school was 6 years ago, and since i pretty much haven't used it since then it's mostly gone by now. Sometimes i'm thinking about picking it up again, but not sure what use i will have of it. A language i wanna learn thought is sign language, it seems interesting and kinda useful at times. But as i have understood it's not international, like there is swedish sign language, weird, would make more sense if it was the same everywhere. well well, i guess it's the same with all the other languages.

Well, that was my thoughts about words and languages.

On another note. New oogling thread is up! Yay

I know for alot of people that makes no sense at all, but to those that are involved in the ae madness and was active during the epic week, will completely understand how happy these words make me.

*goes back to lurk mode*

Sunday

2009-01-26T01:33:00.003+01:00

So my plan to go to bed early didn't work out, and the SAG awards starts in like 20 mins, so i'm tempted to see that live instead of taping it, but i will se what i will do, maybe i'll get tired. haha

Okay, so today my friend went home again, and i thought i would freeze to death when i was walking her to the place were they was gonna pick her up. Soo cold and my poor dog thought it was cold too, she's like me in that case :P

Joined facebook today = massive confusion

Btw, i'm back at my obsession with wicked, well it never disappers, just don't listen to it all of the time, but now i am again. I heart Defying Gravity!

Saturday

2009-01-25T00:24:00.004+01:00

Today i saw twilight, and i liked it. well, the newest of my celebrity crushes are kristen stewart. and a movie with kristen stewart involving vampires? that couldn't be bad? yeah, that what i thought. :D Saw into the wild the other day, she are also in that and she was singing in it. *melts* didn't know she could sing. I'm also superexcited about her playing joan jett in the movie about the runaways, can't wait ti see that movie, since i am a the runaways fan as well. *wanna see it NOW* but that's not possible :( well well, at least i got something to look forward too.

Friday

2009-01-23T21:15:00.002+01:00

This post wont be long, cause i'm soon on my way to pick up my friend that are gonna spend the weekend here in town. Well today i tried sushi for the first time, we made it at home, and i thought i would like it more then i did. Some things just didn't taste that great, like wasabi.

Next time on ikke goes blogging.. SATURDAY!

Thursday

2009-01-22T22:47:00.008+01:00

Hello Hello, this is ikke reporting from sweden on this thursday. Today i was up at 7.30 am, YAY FOR ME! But now i am fraking tired, not used to be that at this time, so the bed awaits in a while i think. Unless i get stuck here by the computer, but no massconvos going on, so that makes it easier to leave the computer :P

Oh, i just gotta share my latest music obsession

The Cranberries - No Need To Argue

Wednesday

2009-01-21T23:24:00.004+01:00

Well well, this time i might be able to post before midnight so wednesday will actually be post on wednesday :P This has been a pretty slow day i think. And my throat hurts :( I don't wanna get sick, it's just a waste of time. Got a meeting in town tomorrow at 10 am, so i'm actually gonna try to sleep soon, so i get some hours of sleep at least. Gaaaah! Nocturnalness comes so much easier for me, but i'm gonna try at least. Well soon of to bed and watch an epsidoe of Ghost Squad, and drool a bit over Elanie Cassidy :P

Tuesday

2009-01-21T01:07:00.003+01:00

Yes, i am planning to blog everyday of this week. Not sure how interesting it will be, but you will see a pic of me from everyday of the week at least. Actually i was planning to bed in bed at this moment, since i have been tired for a while which is kinda weird since i slept until 1 pm today.
Yep, that's me in pj's on the pic, i'm half ready for bed already and then i remembered that i was gonna blog :p Hmmm don't think i got much more to say tonight. Gonna go and watch The Orphanage until i fall asleep.

Monday

2009-01-20T02:33:00.005+01:00

Mondays is not really the greatest day of the week mostly. Is there anyone out there that love mondays? Cause i don't mostly. Although this monday had some good things that made it better.
New season of This Just Out with Liz Feldman started, woho! Finally she is back again, and so was Shane, haha. So this is one good things that will make mondays a better day for sure.

I watched an old episode of WGN today, god i miss that vlog when it was at it's best.

Friends Without Borders

2009-01-15T04:01:00.005+01:00

This week has been a eventful week in oogling land. And last night it all came to and end. I can't say that i was all that suprised cause the limit was being pushed allot lately, i'll admit that.

Right before of the end of the oogling thread EJ started a new one called friends without borders, but that didn't last for long, which was sad, but not that suprising either.

Anyway i went to bed and then i had to go back to the computer to save my posts from this thread cause i wanted to keep what i had written and post it here. And i'm glad i did, cause when i woke up this morning the thread was gone.

"I'm really glad that i was born in an era of the internet. otherwise i wouldn't
have met alot of my good friends that i have met through the internet. and alot
of these good friends i have gotten to know through this site. it is really
interesting to get to know other bi/gay/queer people from all over the world and
hear about how their lives are and make new connections with people that live so
many miles apart from you. This has also made my english much better, since
i come from sweden and english isn't the first language here, and when you don't
use a language that often you don't get much better at it. But by being active
on this site and talking to people from all over the world, has made me very
confident in my english, and other things i might add. haha ;P "

And then someone made a comment about that online friends sounded pathetic and i had to answer that.

"I think online friends can be as important as friends that you have irl. you can have the same amount of trust and relationship with people that you haven't met, but
when you have talked to people for over a year at least once a week it really
feels like you are friends, and i think you are. especially when you have msn and the coversation can move quickly and even the possibilities of webcams and talking in a videocall. and alot of people that i know irl i keep in touch with through the internet, so why not meet people on the internet and if it's possible then meet in irl. and without the internet i wouldn't know any people outside of sweden, so this has absolutely made my life more interesting."

When life gives you Zombiebrain..

2009-01-05T23:36:00.011+01:00

Soon a new year

2008-12-29T22:50:00.009+01:00

Well things could be better i guess. Like almost my whole family is ill, in various stuff like fever, throwing up and my father has half of his face paralyzed again. And i feel a bit like i'm getting sick as well. But i gotta work tomorrow, and then i'm going to adak to spend new years eve with my friends there, so i don't wanna get sick right now.

Well, i got a new web cam for christmas. And it has some cool effects.

On a much more serious note, there has been a big fire here in Umeå, 200 people has lost their homes, and i relaized tonight that mys cousins are among them, so i gotta get in touch with them tomorrow. Well at least no people got hurt, always something good at least.

2 weeks later...

2008-12-17T18:25:00.002+01:00

I just realized that it's almost 2 weeks since my last blog post. Well, i knew this was gonna happen eventually, since i don't don't like to have things that i have to do, especially when it's about being creative in a way. I like to do it whenever i feel like it, without it being a must. But i guess a blog you can't write on whenever you want, but i think 2 weeks are a little to long between the post. So i'm gonna try to be more blog active.

Well in the last two weeks i have done some new voogles for those of you who have missed them.

Fist one is from my ikea trip:

Second one is my Silent Voogle:

And the last one is me showing off my new hair:

At the moment i'm kinda bored just being home all day long. Feel a bit useless when i don't have a work and don't get out and do stuff. Cause i just tend to get stuck at home in from of the computer and tv. And my addiction for tv-shows doesn't make it easier to take matters in to my hands and do stuff. Although i have some days when i do some stuff, but that doesn't happens that often. I do feel good about being almost completely done with all the christmas presents that my friends and family are gonna get. Now all i got do is wrap them.

Well well, gonna work some extra at my old job during the next 3 weeks, not that many days thought, cause it's alot of holidays, but at least i got something to do for a while, cause i'm so damn bored at the moment. Another good thing is job = money = possible trip to London!

Operator Please - Leave It Alone:

And a weird vid i found when i typed in ikke on youtube:

Bye for now

Bored Now!

2008-12-05T03:06:00.006+01:00

Well i can't sleep at the moment so got nothing better to do then this.

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense.

NO CHEATING!

Will it be ok?
Change of Scenery

How are you feeling today?
Many Funerals

How do your friends see you?
Crazy Vibrator Sex

Will you get married?
I'm So Sick

What is your best friend’s theme song?
Never Was

What is the story of your life?
Have We Lost

What was high school like?
All I Have

How can you get ahead in life?
Red Sam

What is the best thing about your friends?
Cassie

What is tonight going to be like?
Get Over Yourself

What is in store for the remainder of this weekend?
Wasted

What song describes you?
Reborn

To describe your grandparents?
Strange Love

How is your life going?
Cracks In The Armour

What song will they play at your funeral?
Bad Things

How does the world see you?
Dreamer

Will you have a happy life?
Heartless

What do your friends really think of you?
Broken Wings

Do people secretly lust after you?
Pull Shapes

How can I make myself happy?
Hide and Seek

What should you do with your life?
Once And Never Again

Will you ever have children?
The Darkside

Wow

2008-11-28T12:28:00.002+01:00

I feel asleep before 1 am last night, that hasn't happened in weeks. The result of that made me wake up, by my self, at 9.30 this morning. I think my nocturnalness is cured for the moment, but since i know myself well i'm gonna guess it wont last for long. Cause i kinda like beeing nocturnal and staying up late :P It's in my blood.

So, i'm on my way to my fathers house later today, they are gonna pick me up when they are done shopping. I did a quick voogle today.

I hope all of you will have a great weekend.

And i wanna share this song by That's What She Said -
Why Is My Right Wrong?

ikke goes voogling

2008-11-24T20:04:00.002+01:00

So last friday i did my first voogle. Here it is:

The light is prettty bad, but at least you can hear me.

Today i did my second voogle, in the snow. =) Enjoy!

Hide and Seek

2008-11-23T18:43:00.004+01:00

So, on thursday i was at this consert at my old school and they sang Imogen Heap's Hide and Seek, and i can't get it out of my head. I started listen to it again like a week before the concert, but after the concert i have listen to it over and over and over again this whole weekend. I can't get it out of my head at the moment.

Lussebullar! Yum!

2008-11-21T21:33:00.005+01:00

Haha, okay, so lussebullar is the swedish word for Lucia buns/saffron buns. Well at least my online dictionary says so. This is one of my absoulte favorite things, and i long for them all year until christmas is on it's way and i can bake them. So, yesterday i got up early (10 am :P) to make them before we went shopping. So finally after waiting a whole year i can eat them again. WOHO!!!!!!

Pink Dust

2008-11-19T15:40:00.003+01:00

Okay, so i just did some last minute cleaning, cause my friend is coming in like 30 min. So i was chasing after the dust in my room and WTF?! the dust is pink! How did the dust get pink??? Alrigth, my walls are pink, but i don't understand that why the dust is. I have had pink walls for over a year and this is the first time i'm noticing the pink dust. Hmm, i think i better get ready now, gonna pick her up at the bus station.

See ya!

Music on my mind

2008-11-14T02:56:00.002+01:00

I'm gonna start whit this song Broken Wings by Flyleaf

I always seems to come back to listen to that song every now and then. I think it's a beautiful song so.

Another song that i have had in my head these last couple of days are Those Dancing Days by Those Dancing Days

OKay, so the last song will be from the Swedish Idol, and i think the most of you know that Anna Bergendahl is my favorite this is a clip of her singing Save Up All Your Tears

Well i think that's all for now

GIVE ME CAAAAKE!!!!

2008-11-11T22:33:00.003+01:00

Haha, that clip make me laugh and swoon on the same time. I have always loved Mary Louise Parker since i saw Fried Green Tomatoes, and lately i got a little obsessed with Brooke Smith, and to have them in the same scene it's just GREAT!
And i love Weeds too, the show of course, that's were the clip is from.

Okay, so feeling a bit tired now, not used to be up before 8 am in the morning. So maybe i will go to bed earlier then normal, unless i get stuck here by the computer. Cause it's a possibility, i'm bad at going to bed in time... :P

Good Morning

2008-11-11T08:01:00.002+01:00

So, it's 8 am and i'm awake. It's been a long while since i have been up this early in the morning. So my plan to go to sleep yesterday got held back a little, cause when i had brushed my teeth's i noticed that something was burning in the woods outside our house, not a big fire, but still something burning in the woods. And i didn't wanna go to bed doing nothing about it, cause i don't want to wake up being burned to death. haha. So i grabbed my brother and we went out to put out the fire, and it was a sweater burning. Well well, after that i went to bed, and i eventually i fell asleep. Now i'm gonna go and get me some breakfast before i gotta go to the employment office for an information day.

Have a great day!

I shouldn't be blogging right now..

2008-11-10T23:51:00.003+01:00

... i should be in my bed trying to sleep. But am i? NO! Haha, stuck on msn again with some lovely ladies and at the same time watching an episode of Buffy. Yeah, i'm a geek in case you didn't know that. But a cool one. Haha, at least if i may say so myself. Well, think i'm gonna head for my bed so, cause i actually have something to wake up for tomorrow for a change. Well gonna go to bed now. Soonish. :P

Nostalgia

2008-11-09T18:42:00.003+01:00

Today when i was on my way to the shower i heard that my baby sister was watching The Land Before Time, i loved that movie when i was younger. So after a quick shower i was back in the sofa with my sis watching the movie. I still love this movie thought. I know that some of my friends thought it was scary when we were younger, but i have always loved this movie. About this group of completely different dinosaurs that are brought together by an earthquake and are gonna find The Great Valley. Well gonna post a vid of the end of the movie. *spoiler alert* haha

It is a bit strange thought that in so many kids movies/Disney the main characters parents are often dead or dies on the movie. Why is it like that?

Anyway some other movie that i liked as a kid were The Fox and The Hound (thanks to the uk ladies for helping me find the name) Mulan, An American Tail and of course my all time favorite The Lion King! God, i LOVE that movie still.

Team MSN I Heart You

2008-11-08T00:49:00.004+01:00

Love you guys, the whole lot of you. You know who you are. You brighten up my boring days, or maybe i should say nights. Cause it's alomst always night when i talk to you guys. You are my night family.

So, i'm at my dads now. And today they took a picture of me and 11 year old brother. And it looks crazy, cause he is taller then me. God, i feel small. And i guess i'm always gonna be like that. Accepting. Moving on.

So usually when i go to my dads house for the weekend i tend to read alot. But now i'm in msn, web messenger thought, cause don't have msn installed here. So i guess not much reading for me tonight. =) *goes back to team msn fun*

Another day...

2008-11-06T20:10:00.003+01:00

This day has been pretty boring so far, slept to long again. Done some laundry. Bought a father's day gift for Sunday, cause i'm going to my fathers house this weekend. I watched the movie Perfume: The Story of a Murderer, cause i like the director Tom Tykwers movies, but that one was pretty weird. I think some of it was good, how it's shot and so on, but the story was a bit fucked up, especially the end.

I got my Killola cd:s today. Yay! Finally!

Now, i'm gonna get me some icecream and raspberrys.

So long

Emotional Roller Coaster

2008-11-05T19:10:00.005+01:00

This last 24 hours has been mixed with alot of different feelings. Fist of all i was already mad about abc firing Brook Smith from Grey's Anatomy. Fist of all i like her as an actor, and i loved the Callica storyline. Now they have fired Brook Smith and shorted the Callica story, so it will end in tomorrows episode. WTF!?! No, can't talk about that anymore at the moment, i will just get even more pissed off.

Okay, first good news, Obama won!! YAY!! Don't think i need to say much more about that.

Then i found out that California woted yes on prop 8. WTF!?! Well last i checked it was 95% votes counted, and it's seems like the yes won with 52% against 48%, as for now at least. Now, that makes me angry againt. I was hoping for NO on prop 8. But i'll guess i'll have to wait until it's completely done untill i'm sure, but it doesn't look good i must say. *sigh*

Lest move on to the next topic. Here in Sweden we got to know today that the genderneutral marrigelaw is on the way! Woho!! And it seems like it will be puy into work in may. YAY! Finally, i think this should have been done already ina country as Sweden. But i'll guess it's better late then never. And i hope it will happen, otherwise i will go back to beeing mad again

Well so that was pretty much what was in my head today. and add pms to that, haha. omg, it has been a weird day, going back and forth through emotions. And been tired, cause went to sleep after 7 am cause i got stuck to the election on tv.

Well, now i'm gonna stop typing and do something else for a while.

Later

Night

2008-11-05T04:54:00.002+01:00

Third night in a row now i'm up this late. I never gonna be able to turn back to normal diurnal rhythm if i keep this up. But i can't stop it's like a drug. you guys are addictive, and making it hard to even wanna go to sleep at a normal time a night. it's starting to invade my dreams even, haha. but only like i dream that i get new messages all the time, they could be alot more fun then that, but not yet. sadly. well, i should get to bed soon, it's now 5 am. And it's seems like Obama are winning but i can't be sure until it's done i guess, and i don't think i'm gonna stay up that much longer. so i guess i will know for sure when i wake up tomorrow.

hey, i have a blog! and after 24 hours i already have 8 followers? but i guess most of them are ae peeps.

YAY! They just said on tv that Obama has won!

okay, on that note i will go to sleep now. (I know you like that Kimmaayy! haha, sorry, couldn't pass that up. :P )

bye

A blog?

2008-11-04T14:29:00.008+01:00

How did i get a blog? haha, i never thought i would get a blog, cause i'm not completly sure that blogging is my thing. but now that i have one i think i'm gonna keep on blogging. but i can't promise that it would be good.

Feelign a bit slow today. I blame it on the late night msn convos, got to bed around 5.30 am this morning, and went to bed after a more then 9 hours chat with my ae peeps. wtf? time sure flies when you have fun! you guys makes me smile, alot. *snuggles* for you.

okay, so i'm back at listening at Heart again. Me heart Heart

Oh, check out my friends blog Chicks who reviews Flicks

Well, think i'm done for this time.

Until next time..

To blog or not to blog?

2008-11-04T01:02:00.001+01:00

So this is my first atempt at a blog. It's all because of the AE oogling ladies Strict Machine, Kimmaaay, Eternal Junkie and Potential Agel.

What more can i say? Movies, tv-shows and music is my drug.

Well i guess that's it for now. Cause i don't know what i'm gonna say at the moment.

See ya!